For several years I have been taking Citalopram for the most dreadful PMS – see a previous post from Feb 2007 for details.
Every now and then I think about coming off and then remember how I was and felt before being on them and quickly decide not to come off them!
Occasionally I do forget to take it.
Recently I forgot to take it for a couple of days but I felt fine. I was busy, happy and feeling great so I had this idea that this would be the time I was going to stop – for good!
Not a very bright idea at all… I am completely aware of the fact that no one should ever stop this medication abruptly!! But I began feeling that perhaps I could beat it! Ha!
By day 3 I began to feel oddly dizzy, and slightly “detached” from reality, nothing major but had to stop what I was doing a few times.
The following day I woke up from the most crazy dream with a dreadful headache, nausea and when I got up out of bed I was extremely dizzy, like I had just stepped off a crazy fairground ride.
Turning my head made me woozy, my legs felt like jelly and my heart was racing.
I knew what I had to do – go back on the pills.
So I am now back on them and feeling a lot better, not 100% yet but getting there.
I know I have to taper off the dose in order to stop them but after this horrible experience I’m not even going to attempt that for a while..